DEAR DIARY

   Today has been a sad day since I have been sitting here feeling quite lonely since I stopped dating. Maybe it will get better as soon as I settle into my new place. I met a few of my neighbors yesterday while dragging my furniture up the stairs of my apartment complex. One of them was extremely nice and helped me bring some of my things inside. At first I didn't expect him to do anything but politely wave just like the others because he's so handsome and I didn't think he would give me a second look. To my surprise he did.
 
   After getting everything inside he stayed to help put my furniture together. I decided that I would prepare us a nice dinner since that was the least that I could do after he had worked so hard helping me. As I chopped the vegetables for my stew I saw him remove his shirt while trying to cool off. The sweat dripping down his beautifully sculpted chocolate body instantly made me lick my lips. "Is he turning me on?", I thought silently to myself while shaking my head in disbelief. "Mam, you don't have to go through any trouble on my account.", he said to me from the bedroom, "I am just about done with your bed so you should come try it out." I finished putting everything inside my roasting pot and hurried into the bedroom only to see his body glistening and his muscles protruding. I think that I instantly became wet. I walk over to him to thank him and he said, "Go ahead. Jump on it. I aim to please." I thought to myself, " I wish you'd jump on me." I sat down on the bed and smiled while telling him what a great job that he had done. I took my shoes off and began rubbing my feet. To my surprise he grabbed my foot and began massaging it. I was melting into the bed. Before I knew I was laying back on the bed and what started off as an innocent foot massage had turned into a full body massage and all I had on was my panties. With ever stroke of my body I could feel his hard chiseled body against mine and before I knew it, I began to kiss him passionately. It has been so long since I had been with a man. What if I had forgotten what to do? But he kissed me back while slipping his fingers inside my tight wet pussy. This was driving me crazy. Is this really happening? I've never done anything like this before. He slowly took his fingers from inside of me then sucked every drop of my juices from his finger tips. I began to kiss and lick his chest until I finally made it to his shaft. It was big, black and pretty. I made sure to put each and every inch inside of my mouth. Sucking and sucking, wanting to get him just as excited as I am. Evidently I was doing a great job because before I knew it, he had grabbed me and threw me onto the bed damn near ripping my panties off. His tongue slid inside of me melting me like a hot knife going into butter. My body was gyrating uncontrollably around the motions of his mouth while he sucked and tongue fucked my pussy like I have never had it before. Oh my god I'm cumming! As I began to cum all in his mouth and all over his face, he thrust his big dick deep inside my pussy causing me to go crazily insane. He felt so good inside of me. He would slow down at points during our fling. I'm not sure if he did it to keep himself from cumming or if he just like to hear me beg for him to go deeper inside of me. Either way, I was enjoying each and every inch of this man that was here with me, inside of me and outside of me. He knew exactly where to place his hands at every point. There was no part of my body that he left untouched and I was grateful for it. "I can't let him outdo me.", I thought as I began to ride his beautifully built big dick. I rode him fast and hard reverse cowgirl style and just when he was about to cum, I jumped up and sucked each and every drop out of him. He tasted really good and I made sure that he knew that by not wasting a drop of his cum. I swallowed it all. As we both fell back on my bed....

   "Mam, Do you need some help bringing your things inside?",my new neighbor asked. At first sight I had began to daydream about the fine specimen that god made and called a man. I promptly answered, "Sure. It would be nice if you could help.", while smiling at him innocently. Then he yelled into his apartment, "Hey babe, I'm going to help our new neighbor. Come on boys, yall can lend a hand too." Just my luck I guess. He's married with kids. In time one day I will find that man I guess but until then I guess I will continue getting settled into my new home. *sigh*